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Post by Sadie,Kyle,Alexz,Jayda,Jazlyyn on Sept 18, 2008 22:35:49 GMT -5
Derrek nodded"Im fine are you"
JAyda sighed and leaned against the wall pulling him towards her.She kissed him"Did you feel a spark or anything?"She asked
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Post by Layla/Faith James Nightly on Sept 18, 2008 22:41:49 GMT -5
Jara nodded.
"I'm just worried we've been through so much and our child isn't even born yet." She stopped there looking up at him. "Our child, I like the sound of that but Derek what if something happens and it's my fault my nerves are shoot."
She pulled him in her lips brushing over his yes there was something there, there would always be something. A smile came to his face though a sigh passed over his lips what did she want him to say?
"Jayda I ... I love you but ever since we found out about Jara's kid it's been nothing but a rollercoaster I really don't know how I'm feeling anymore."
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Post by Sadie,Kyle,Alexz,Jayda,Jazlyyn on Sept 18, 2008 22:44:06 GMT -5
Jayad nodded"So you love her thats what I want to know?"She asked
Derrek sighed'Nothing will happen Jara"
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Post by Layla/Faith James Nightly on Sept 18, 2008 22:50:45 GMT -5
Jason's eyes came up to meet Jayda's he really didn't want to answer but he knew she wanted one and there was no way he could lie to her.
"I don't know Jayda. I really don't. I know I love you but there's mixed feelings about Jara to. I thought she was the mother of my child and something in me... I don't know. I'm sorry."
"How can you be so sure?" Jara asked waiting to know, wanting to believe "I'm so sore and tired. I love you."
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Post by Sadie,Kyle,Alexz,Jayda,Jazlyyn on Sept 18, 2008 22:52:15 GMT -5
Jayda sighed"Jason, do you think it is wise if we stay together he asked?"
Derrek got up and sat on the bed next to her"I love you to"
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Post by Layla/Faith James Nightly on Sept 18, 2008 23:05:29 GMT -5
Wrapping her arms around him Jara pulled him close a passion filled kiss she lay on his lips never wanting to let him go. As the tears she had been holding back finally came. They wehere mixed tears one's of love, joy and worry but for right now all she wanted to do was hold him and never let him go.
Jason shrugged before running a hand through his hair.
"I don't know. Maybe we need time apart again it wouldn't be fair to lie to you but I need to be fair to myself to. To say I didn't love you would be a lie, but so would saying that your the only one."
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Post by Sadie,Kyle,Alexz,Jayda,Jazlyyn on Sept 18, 2008 23:07:10 GMT -5
JAyda nodded. She took off her engagement ring and handed it to him. Derrek pulled back worried.He wiped away her tears "Ar eyou ok?"
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Post by Layla/Faith James Nightly on Sept 18, 2008 23:12:15 GMT -5
As she handed him the ring he sighed again though he took it.
"The next time you see this it'll be a sure thing I promise. I'm so sorry Jayda" He didn;t know what else to say though he wished he did "Maybe I should just go."
Jara nodded.
"I'm fine" she said looking up at him "I'm sorry. Please don't let me go."
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Post by Sadie,Kyle,Alexz,Jayda,Jazlyyn on Sept 18, 2008 23:17:22 GMT -5
Jayda sighed"You don't have to, I kind of want you here. and Kristi wants to see you"She told him not able to look at him.
Derrek laughed"No problem babe"
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Post by Layla/Faith James Nightly on Sept 18, 2008 23:28:28 GMT -5
"You're laughing at me?" Jara teased though it cheered her up she kissed him again resting her head against his chest her hand running over the bumps of well toned muscel as she breathed in his sent.
"How was I lucky enough to find you?" she whispered.
"I know but I think we both need some time I'll come see you tomorrow and you should try and get some rest okay?" He asked as he placed the ring back into his pocket.
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Post by Sadie,Kyle,Alexz,Jayda,Jazlyyn on Sept 18, 2008 23:32:08 GMT -5
Jayda sighed and nodded. Out of regularity she leaned up and kissed him. She then remembered"nuts sorry"
Derrek shrugged"Thats what i ask my self about you"
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Post by Layla/Faith James Nightly on Sept 18, 2008 23:36:12 GMT -5
Jara couldn't help but smile.
"You help save my life remember? We're a real life bay watch"
Reaching up she wrapped her hand around his neck pulling him in closer kissing him again.
Jason pulled back some what surprised by her kiss.
"Don't be." he told her kissing her cheek "Get some rest."
With that he left.
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Post by Sadie,Kyle,Alexz,Jayda,Jazlyyn on Sept 18, 2008 23:39:08 GMT -5
**Next day**
Jayda was laying in a spare bed in one of the hospital rooms. She was awoken because she felt someone was staring at her. She opened up her eyes slowly giving it time to focus. But se couldnt relaly see because she didn't have er contacts in.
Derrek woke up and sighed as he watched Jara sleep.
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Post by Layla/Faith James Nightly on Sept 18, 2008 23:46:32 GMT -5
Her head on his chest Jara didn't wake Til she heard Derek stirr a soft moan of protest passed over her lips as she didn't want to wake yet and wanted him to stay. One hand splayed over his heart feeling it racing for some reason unknown though she felt his eyes upon her. She moved her head just a little before driting back off to sleep.
A smile on his face Jason rocked her awake thier child in his arms.
"Morning our little girl wanted to see you" he said as he saw Jayda's eyes open.
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Post by Sadie,Kyle,Alexz,Jayda,Jazlyyn on Sept 18, 2008 23:48:08 GMT -5
Jayda smiled"hey Jase"She said silently. She looked at Kristi and her hands automatically went to her stomach"Jason, what are we going to do about the new baby?" Derrek kissed her head and smiled,.
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